heartofgold

How do I start writing about the creation of God? Am I have the capability to say anything about that? The clear answer is “NO”. Still, I am daring to write something about the girl I know. I read, “God creates man with the same composition and same set of rules, but he creates each and every girl with different clay and give them distinct personality and traits. He creates girls with different mold and destroys it”. But after meeting with this particular girl, I came to conclude on one thing and that is “God just does not destroy the mold after creation of every girl, he kept some of the mold to showcase them as perfect model for humanity”.
I also started believing why the price of gold started in upward swing. It is because some hearts has been made from gold and this girl definitely has one of them. Passion, compassion, possessiveness, somewhat vulnerable but still has the strength to hold on the entire family on her shoulders, emotional to the point that you could feel the effect and may weep with her. These are some of the qualities, god has given to her and I am not going to put the endless list of those here.
She is like a lotus leaf where not even single drop of rain can stay very long. She is in the midst of all the dust and mud and still she is fresh like dew drop. I hardly observed a single emotion on her face very long apart from her glittering smile which spread the happiness all around her. Yeah, one more and which is the worry for everybody in the near circle of hers, Family, friends, special friends (if I may count myself in that category).
She is easily got vexed for small reasons. I gave up from persuading her to get rid of this habit but it’s wise to accept the person as it is rather than trying to change her/him. The EQ (emotional quotient) is really high and like a deep ocean whose depth you cannot measure come what methods you use. Sometimes, she really amazed me with her dare devilishly acts (simple, yet they can tell you about the personality like crossing the road when the traffic is in full swing, giving me a kiss in the restaurant though on the cheeks, some of the incidents which I should not recall here for the sake of privacy).
She is really prone to accidents which by the way happens because of her devil may care attitude but whenever she is with me, she keep herself out of danger (knows that I worry a lot about her well being). Loves to watch late night movie but we had a really bad experience (combination of both bad movie and after movie incidents, by the way - I am talking about transportation).
Well, I think right now I am short of words for her. This is basically general traits of her personality; I really want to write about my personal experiences with her which by the way are so sweet and romantic that I can even write a full novel on that just like Chetan Bhagat’s “Two States”. I am currently hoping to get the ending same as that novel. Let’s see what lies in future and how much I can achieve in that direction. But whoever read this, please pray for the happy ending.
By for now and keep reading this space for more….

THE AMAZING THING !!!

Now, This is THE amazing thing happening for the google users. I can just write it down for any important webpage i view and i can share it with millions of google users. Keep on guys!!! Good work.

in reference to: Google Sidewiki (view on Google Sidewiki)

First Response

To all my friends and foes and whoever has read my previous blog entry and sent me sweets comments, I am really thankful to them. Now, this is the second part of that story. Those who do not know about the story, here is the chance (http://confusedsoulandmind.blogspot.com/2009/11/first-flight.html ).

This post is just the prelude for the story. I want my companions to suggest about the ending of that story. I am really confused and a confused mind creates havoc instead of doing something constructing. So please send me your view point whether the story should have a happy ending or the other way round (this is my personal preferred way to write) but your thoughts on that will be a insight of what could be followed.

Please just take only one minute of your precious time and write a comment about the finishing.

First Flight

Viola!!! I can fly and this realization filled me with such a great feeling as if I am on top of this world literally.
Thanks to Leonardo da Vinci who first gave us the design and approximate formula for the modern day flight and then to Wright brothers who first made this experience of a man flying in the air possible. We have so many not-so-believable examples in our mythology also where the great Lanka king Ravana was fighting with Lord Ram in the airborne condition. Another famous example from the same epic is about the monkey god (Hanuman) saving the life of lakshmana after he got the whole Sumeru Mountain from Himalaya to Lanka after flying overnight.
OK!! My flight experience is not first of its kind but still it was my first flight from Hyderabad to Delhi and I was thrilled about this. Last night was great with lots of kisses and hugs. I was with love of my life and we enjoyed the company of each other immensely. We chatted and kissed each other whole night and suddenly, we both sew the wall-clock. It was 5:30 am and I have to be ready for the flight.
She went for the short nap and I went to rest-room. I could not resist staring at her after my bath. She woke up and saw me staring at her. She asked about it and I could not say anything. Now, it was time to say good bye to my home in Hyderabad for ten days and leave for the family town. We again kissed each other and I called for the taxi to airport.
She has asked me a song few days ago, which we listened to during whole night. I played the same song in the taxi also and my-my, I just experienced the different side of a girl. She was crying. The tears were flowing like river and dropping from her eyes like pearls. I just held her hand and now it was unbearable.
I started asking her like a moron why she is crying. She did not say anything and not even came to airport which we had planned previous night. She was saying everything in the form of tears only and I had to decipher it. I thought, I knew about it but then I did not realize what that cry was all about. She was trying to tell me that I should ask her also to come along me and not leave her there, that I should take her to my home and introduce her to my family as the new member. But I guessed, I was so thrilled about journey to home that I could not decipher the signals and left her there high and dry.
Well !!! Enough is enough. I do not want to write this anymore. May be I will write in some other time and era or maybe I do not want to write it at all. Anyways it is an interesting story in itself which has to be unearthed some time. At this time, I am too much engrossed in other activities which are eating up all my time. So bye for now and wait for that story.

FIrst Thought

In great affairs men show themselves as they wish to be seen; in small things they show themselves as they are.


What is with this line that I suddenly got attracted towards it and made it my customized message line in gtalk? Something was strangely truth about this. I got the instant review of this by Dibyansh which I was expecting. I know that this type of things I can expect from dibyansh only.
But is it true only for men and not for women? Not sure, I tried asking to one gal but did not get answer. Instead, I got the comment about how much good knowledge I posses about the men psyche.
I guess, first example of truthfulness of this sentence is love affair. When the guy is trying to impress a girl, he is at his best in trying to woo the girl. He shows himself as if he is Shahrukh Khan. But the thing is in real life, only one Shahrukh is there. So whatever, they pretend to be, in actual life they can never be the same person as they try to show.